dunno why...
my mood...
suddenly down...
when my parents ask me go to study...
I'm wondering...
I should study anot?
I worry...
if I study...
I'll get the same result like tat time (Pra-Percubaan)
1 A oso bo...
when I didn't study...
I will get at least 1 A...
tat is English...
but...
do u know tis time I get wat greed in English?
I get C !
wtf...
English man...
I never get C in my life...
tis is the 1st time I get...
the lowest score I get in English was 75...
and now...
I get 64?
what the fuck !

Maths...
I oso get C...
do u know how long I learn Maths be4 exam Maths?
I keep on do exercise for whole night...
until I juz sleep for 2 hours...
and the result...
I get C ?!
damn it la...

haiz...
next week...
my skul gonna hav a Trial...
wat can I do?
who can tell me...
I wanna get a good result...
I wanna get a new ME...
I can't sleep well every night...
yesterday I whole day go out...
come bak dy tired...
but I can't sleep...
tis morning 6++am...
I ady wake up...
turning around on my bed...
I wanna sleep well...
every time go to skul...
I look like a dead fish...
look like panda...

where is the old ME ?
the happy ME ?
the funny ME ?